Life is kinda sorta completely insane right now.
At the end of most days, I am completely spent and find myself collapsing on the couch just staring into space as I try to figure out what exactly just happened the past 12 hours.
In a weird way though, I find that I thrive a bit in the chaos. I'm somehow able to get more stuff done, keep the house a bit tidier, and even parent better when I'm so busy I can't slack off. Funny how that works.
So what's going on...
BG is every bit of an almost four year old. She is sassy and funny and so dang smart. She rolls her eyes a bit more and sasses a lot more, but other than that, things with her get a bit easier every day that she's closer to four. One of my best friends and I were talking the other day and she was venting her frustration with the newly three stage and I had to laugh because we were just there and it's already so much better.
Saying that will come back to bite me next week. Just watch.
My job is straight up cra cra right now. We just opened a new office at the beach which had me down there at the beginning of the week. BG was thrilled with that though since she got to spend three days with her Aunt and Uncle and cousin. Let's pretend she was eager to come home with me okay?! ;)
As for everything else, well, things are in a bit of a holding pattern as we try to figure out what happens next. There is just so much happening that we are currently just holding on tight and praying for guidance. That's pretty much all we can do right now.
I wonder sometimes why this blog has fallen by the wayside and why so many of my faves post so much less right now. In my case, I think it's because we've hit a groove. There are far less questions on what to do with this kiddo day to day. I'm starting to figure her out (a little, not a lot!). We've got a schedule and a routine and it's good.
I said that and she just threw a doll over the balcony. That's new. Fun.