Wednesday, July 22, 2009

because bullets are all that will do right now.

1. Blogger can be a nasty little minx. Especially when they don't post your scheduled post or save it. Not cool. I'll have to go back through and rewrite that one because I need some serious home decor help.

2. My in-laws are coming today for lunch. They don't stay long so we won't get to spend much time with them, but it's always nice to see them for a few minutes.

3. I started a new medication a few days ago to help with all things baby. Medication number 6. I am starting to not even feel like myself. Plus it's making me crazy. Seriously, you should have seen me yesterday. Snakes coming out of head.

4. We were supposed to try for baby this month. Then I showed up insulin resistant so we had to start meds for that. Then found out my kidney function wasn't up to par so we have to deal with that. Pregnancy trial is pushed back another 6 weeks at the earliest. I'm starting to think someone is trying to tell us something.

5. I have this really strong desire to go back to school. It's been at the back of my head for a while now, but it's getting more and more persistent in my mind. It doesn't make sense to go back to school and try to get pregnant. Thoughts on table...

6. I think I want to go back to school because work is stressing me out right now. That's all I'm going to say about that.

7. I'm wearing my really bright scrubs to work today in an attempt to wake my butt up. Not working so far.

8. I got back on the running train yesterday. Finally.

9. That's all I've got.

16 comments:

Sunshinemeg said...

Hopefully the bright scrubs will do there job! Have a good day - oh and good luck with baby making (when the time comes) Very exciting!

Practically Perfect... said...

Hooray for really bright scrubs, ha ha! Sorry to hear about all of the stresses related to trying to get pregnant - I'm sure that makes things even harder :-(

jlc said...

Blogger has been positing all of my posts 4 hours AFTER i publich... not cool not cool at all.


Have fun with the inlaws!!

Lara said...

It's been a while since I checked in with your blog, so I know I've missed a lot.

About the baby; I know you don't want to, but perhaps you do have to take your time on this one. Wait until your body is in optimum shape, and ensure your body can handle the pregnancy. It's good news that a baby could be on the cards for you though. We will be trying soon too.

And about the studying, have you considered home study? They offer the materials to be sent to you, and you have an additional year (normally) to complete the course, so if you were to have a baby, the course would still be there for you when you were able to pick it up again.

I hope the meds sort out soon. It's not nice feeling like you've got a short temper : /

...Mrs. Southern Bride... said...

Blogger eats things, I'm convinced. ;-)

Jennifer said...

I am sorry about things on the baby front. I am going to keep praying for you. You are going to be such a good mommy and you will be somehow! I am also tired this morning. I tried to dress cute to wake myself up...not working and now I feel yucky due to the rain!

Rachel said...

Blogger can be such a pain sometimes.

Sorry to hear about all the bad news with all things baby. I'll be saying some prayers for you!

Meg said...

Blogger ate up a few of my scheduled posts as well. :P

Have fun with the inlaws! I'm curious...what do you do for a living?

Megan said...

I have been having a strange desire to go back to school also. It is very weird!

MissJody said...

I feel for you on the baby area....

We have been trying for years...we have been in prev. relationships and have saved our "baby making skills" for the right partner/parent. I took pride in waiting for the right daddy-to-be and nothing....I didn't want a child with just anybody!
So we are not...baby blessed...we are wondering if the good lord is trying to tell us something too!

Then there are people who get bummed when they get preg and we are.."Umm...hello? We will get preg gladly"..

But the good Lord has a plan for us.

At least that is what we are telling ourselves..right?

Am said...

Will keep praying for all things baby.
I should know this but...how do you schedule a post?

My name is Megan... said...

aw girl :( I hate it for you! hang in there though..you've made it this far! email me, love!

Shaina said...

Ugh. I hate hearing about you having to try all these meds for all this stuff. I'm so sorry. Blech. :( I don't want to say something like, everything happens for a reason, or, everyone gets pregnant when they stop trying, because I highly doubt that will make you feel better! So, just know that I'm thinking about you.

I often think about going back to school, too - maybe for a PhD. But then I think, nah, never mind. Maybe not. I'm just too fickle!

Sweet Simplicity said...

I definitely have a love/hate relationship with blogger!! I hope you have a good day!

jen + ryan said...

you just made me laugh with the "nasty little minx" comment :)

Jennifer said...

I laughed at your comment about my church. It is definitely HUGE! I didn't see your email on here, but I wanted to let you know that you are more than welcome to come to our small group anytime! We have people in our group that do not go to our church like my friend Ashton (used to work at Cedar). It is all women in their 20's and we meet on Monday nights at 6 at the church off 17. If you are available or if you would like to come try it out, you are welcome to. It is a great group of ladies and maybe it would fill that space that you feel is lacking. Let me know through email or comment if you are interested.

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